One Day Without Shoes

Tuesday, April 29, 2014





My fav pair of Toms have been through so much in the past four years. Rain, snow, and sunshine. I don't have the heart to get rid of them because I still love them so. I don't think I really need to explain what Toms are- Originally starting with shoes, this company started a one-for-one system, so when you bought a pair, they would give another pair to a child in need. It's amazing how we take shoes for granted. It's rainy and cold here in Kansas, and the grass and pine needles in my front yard stings. I can't imagine what it would be like to go barefoot daily. Shoes protect us from cuts, disease, and infection. Also, the "no shirt, no shoes, no service" policy extends to most countries. Shoes are part of school uniforms, and when a child is provided with a pair, it is shown that attendance increases by 62%. Toms eventually moved on to eyewear- 285 million individuals are blind or visually impaired. But 80% of those cases can be corrected or prevented with general eye care. It blows my mind that so many of people are living with something as simple to reverse as cataracts (15 minute procedure) that is so readily available here in the US. So when you buy a cute pair of sunnies, someone in need gets the eye care, such as glasses, procedures, and medicines for infections. But Toms didn't stop there. Now they sell coffee. GOOD coffee at that. It is estimated that 1.8 billion people are drinking unsafe water. That's, what? 1 out of every 4 humans? When you buy coffee, they guarantee that you will be providing 140 liters of clean, safe water to a person in need.

Anyways, every year, there's a day without shoes that Toms hosts worldwide, where obviously the idea is to not wear shoes. The whole point of this day, is to raise awareness and understanding. Regardless if you believe in the brand Toms or not, this is still a great day to spread statistics and hard facts. We are all the same. We are one. But some of us, out of pure happenstance, luck out and are placed somewhere with clean water and proper medicine. It's not something any of us have done to deserve better lives, it just happens. So just remember to be kind in the ways that you know how. Be kind to those around you, be kind to the earth that sustains you, and be kind to yourself.

You can get involved here
and you can shop/give here

Snippets of my Story

Sunday, April 27, 2014

Hi. I'm Chantel. A lot of you may know me as that awkward girl on instagram who went through a phase of only posting pictures of food- which I'm okay with because like the moon, I go through phases. I'm not a "constant" and I don't intend to be. My passions change like seasons, but a few of them will always remain: fashion, writing, art, and health. In my eighteen years of living, I've gone through an extensive journey of self-discovery, and obviously I'm still very much involved with that process, hence this blog.

Since this blog is about the things that I love (I refuse to limit myself to just articles of clothing) I'm going to share bits of my personal story with you that nearly nobody knows. I don't want this website to be my "highlight reel," I want it to be real. I would genuinely like to share and maybe even inspire more than I want to be a walking advertisement. If more people were willing to tell their story, maybe our generation wouldn't have to google so much of their life. (yes that's a thing it happens ok)


I can't think of a time I have been truly happy with my body. Which is normal, I guess, because I'm a girl- but it shouldn't be. Since my sixth grade year, I have done everything from extreme extended juice cleanses to vegetarian, vegan, and gluten-free diets, to literally anything you can think of. I've always been naturally underweight, but with an array of autoimmune problems and sickness, my activity level, medications, and weight fluctuated along with my self-esteem. My eating habits became erratic, and I went through starve-binge cycles for years. I made it a point to keep everything I was feeling inside my own mind. Yes, I've done things to my body that I'm not proud of for the sake of acceptance. It's hard to believe that I actually let myself get so worked up over a number on the scale?!

I eventually decided that labels are crap. I didn't want to be "vegan" or "vegetarian" anymore, I simply wanted to be healthy. So I did what I do best- I researched. I read books on health and different lifestyles. I befriended the people living those different lifestyles. I asked questions. I taught myself about processed foods, food labels, animal products, carbs, gluten, everything I had questions about, and I'm still learning. Through this journey, I fell in love with simplicity. Raw fruits and vegetables. Coming up with crazy combinations- making art out of fruit. Making insanely healthy food taste absolutely sinful. I rerouted my sugar tainted SAD taste buds (Standard American Diet) and started feeding my body instead of my ego. Instead of being neurotic and crazy about my body, treating it like a temple, I started treating my body like my home. It's where I reside, not where I worship.

Don't get me wrong, I don't JUST eat raw foods, but I've reverted to this sort of "nourish don't punish" philosophy. I woke up one day and decided to be genuinely conscious. Granted, I still have bad, self-hate filled day, but don't we all? It's all about observing and moving forward. In the same way my great aunt used to tell me if I crossed my eyes too long, my face would freeze that way, if you linger on a feeling too long, it's going to stick.

Positive in, positive out.

This is an extremely summarized post and I still feel uneasy posting it. I'll go into more detail about my health issues as well as my physical and spiritual journey in the next few posts of this series. Just remember, we all have our flaws. We do what it takes to hide them and that doesn't make us fake, it makes us human. <3

Smoothie recipe below!


Giant Smoothies are my go-to.
This particular smoothie is one of my absolute favs.

Two bananas
TONS of frozen strawberries
pomegranate juice to blend

Simple

Fruit is the most sustainable food on the planet. Indulge in true medicine.



Midi ring-set and $2 flower headband from Rue21

Donut Kill my Vibe

Friday, April 25, 2014



"You had all your life to follow- now become aware of your surroundings & solely lead yourself"

IT'S FINALLY FRIDAY. I don't know about you, but for me, this means my favorite shade of blue and a donut hat. With sprinkles. I'm so happy my package from Charlotte Russe finally came in! I'm in heaven with all of these fun pieces. I was ecstatic to find these booties on sale online. It's so hard to find a cute pair of vegan leather shoes- I usually go for the genuine leather and suede, on accident. I guess I have expensive taste, but something about carcasses on my feet totally sets me off. This look SCREAMS springtime to me. I know that trends exist and that's cool and all, but if you like something, you should go for it. Like yeah, these cute little shorts are "in" right now, but I know I'm going to be wearing these mirrored heart  shaped sunnies and donut hat just as often because donuts are like little nuggets of love. It's 2014, we don't have a set national dress code. Take advantage. Wear whatcha want, darling.

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spiked necklace: Charlotte Russe
bird necklace: Charlotte Russe
heart sunnies: Charlotte Russe

Tote Top Tens

Thursday, April 24, 2014

I don't usually keep a purse around- Mostly because I lose things daily and I have this deep paranoia about losing $300 bags. But when I do get the courage up to lug something around with me, I have a few key items I try to keep in it! Okay more like ten. Read on below!


1: My  Fujifilm Instax Mini 8 Camera- I have four polaroids and instant cameras. Something about documenting tiny moments in time and having the result right away. No take backs. No do overs. Just pure candid moments. The mini comes in so many cute pastel colors! Black and white for the boys, as well. You can purchase it here.

2: My phone of course! I just recently took off my otterbox. *bum bum BUMMM* I'm loving this case though! My cousin has the other half. She doesn't know it yet. I guess now is when I find out if she reads my blog or not.

3: Hair accessories: I'm literally always on the go. I don't take much time to concentrate on my hair. I spend an average of ten minutes doing it up on a good day, so headbands, hair ties, ribbons are an absolute must. I actually just bought this little flower crown from Rue 21 yesterday on sale for $2.

4: A journal: You will ALWAYS find a journal in my bag. I write down whatever inspiration I'm getting so I don't forget it. I also believe in the hand-to-brain connection more than technology. I'm rather old-fashioned in that sense, I suppose. Quick word of advice: Carry a journal that doesn't double as your super secret personal one. Save that for under your bed. Seriously, when I die and they read the journals piled up in my room, they'll get a glimpse at jut how dark and twisty was. But this journal is not one of them.

5: Favorite pen: If you have a favorite type of pen, let's be friends. This is basically the only pen I write with. It's just so smooth and pretty and also pink.

6: Nail polish: I usually have one or two colors on me at all times. I have relatively tame taste in nail colors and designs. I like my nails plain and neutral. I want everything to match them. My two absolute favorite shades are Fiji and Sand Tropez by Essie.

7: Baby lips: I feel weird when my lips have nothing on them. I always wear lipstick, but in the colder months my lips are constantly chapped and pink baby lips totally saves them without having to risk color as well. (This shade smells like pink lemonade)

8: Sunscreen: I have fair, sensitive skin. If I sit NEAR a window for over five minutes I'm burnt to a crisp. I use this Coppertone Water Babies SPF 55 for my face, because it's small, cheap, and I'm convinced that anything made for babies is ten times better for sensitive skin. It's also scentless and blends really nicely with any face makeup I have on.

9: EOS: Yes, another lip product. I'm always fighting chapped lips, it's terrible. EOS looks great over lip color and is 99% natural, which I love.

10: Sunnies: Of course. Who doesn't carry a cute pair of sunnies? Like my whole paranoid bag thing, I'm terrified of breaking an expensive pair of glasses, which I would, so I try and make it a rule not to spend more than $20 on a pair of sunglasses I'll probably only wear a few times before I sit on them. I actually purchased these round babies for $10 at Payless. I didn't even know they sold sunglasses so that was a fun find.

What are your top tote items?! Share in a comment below! I'd love to hear from you. <3

You're Worth the Tassle

Wednesday, April 23, 2014


This could very well be my last post with my favorite tree this year, as the blooms are fading:(... But on a lighter note- who says you have to wear pastels for spring? Switch it up with neutrals! Personally, I went to Buckle (literally the only clothing store in my small town) with the sole purpose of finding neutrals and left with this pop of floral. I can't stay away, apparently. I'm obsessed with the feminine touch, though and I'm willing to accept it. I'm liking this casual look and color scheme in particular because it's not super matchy but everything is still in the same color family. I couldn't leave the store without these beautiful Steve Maddens, which by the way are unbelievably comfortable. AND THIS BRACELET- oh my goodness- I've worn it three times this week. It looks great stacked and on its own. The bag is basically perfect with just about anything. Aren't the tassel lovely? I can't stay away from that bit of detail either- hence the crochet vest. As sad as I am that the blooms are wilting, it's just a bittersweet reminder that my favorite time of here is upon us. Hot, hot, hot, sunshiny weather. I get myself so excited for all of the events I have to dress up for! So many graduations and birthdays this next month! I'm starting my fun little grad presents for everyone in my old class this week. So happy for all of them!<3 Extremely happy in general. Happy Wednesday, all.

I purchased EVERYTHING pictured at my local Buckle
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black tank: here
floral tank: here
vest: here
cami: here
bracelet: here
necklace: similar here
Earrings: similar here
Shoes: Steve Madden

bag: here

Pretty in Peplum

Sunday, April 20, 2014

I've been LOVING the peplum look lately! This Down to a Refined Art top by ModCloth is the perfect combination of class and sass. From the office, to the classroom to the fair, I just want to wear it everywhere. (wow that rhyme was completely unintentional but I can't back down now) I especially love wearing it with black and white prints and pops of red lipstick. And I can't forget my signature curls of course. Over the past couple weeks, this top has become a staple piece in my closet. I just ordered it in ivory as well. I firmly believe that if you absolutely adore something, and it feels good on, you should buy it in as many colors as your little heart desires- especially if it's this versatile and timeless! That is probably my biggest fashion tip! Check out my favorite three ways to style this pretty peplum top below. You can purchase this top here. (Also available in black and ivory.)

Shorts: Forever21 (similar)
Heels: Thrifted 
Cardigan: ModCloth
Shoes: Thrifted
Skirt: Forever 21 (similar)

Nerium

Saturday, April 19, 2014



This is actually a post I've been stressing about for awhile. My camera bittersweetly has an eye for detail and I'm not big on putting my personal insecurities on the internet for all to see, but this really is a product worth reviewing. I'm sure most of you have heard about the latest skin craze, Nerium. I've been absolutely dying to try it! So of course when one of my favorite fashion and lifestyle bloggers, Jessica McLain, from Proverbs Living offered me a five day sample to review, I couldn't refuse! I have problematic skin to say the least. I have fair, sensitive skin like a vampire and literally every flaw is insanely noticeable. I have microdermabrasion performed on my face around once a month because my skin is that prone to sun damage, scarring, and drying.

This beautifully packaged sample Jess sent me contained the day as well as the night cream. I genuinely love them both. For starters, the day cream wasn't greasy or oily like a lot of daily moisturizers, so it seemed to help set my foundation like a primer instead of making my face smeary- and the night cream OH MY GOODNESS. It's so much stickier than the day cream so definitely apply it to damp, just washed skin instead of dry skin. It feels almost like a facial; the night cream hardens and isn't too pleasant at the time, but every morning I washed it off I just wanted to touch my face forever. (I don't recommend petting your face constantly as tempting as it is) My before and after photos completely shocked me. I did NOT expect to see a noticeable result in my sun and scarring damage after three days?! That's insane. The texture of my skin has definitely improved and I can't wait to continue this product! I believe in it so much that I've even been talking with Jessica about becoming a brand partner over the summer when I have more time to invest.

If you are interested in trying Nerium, you can shop it here or head over to Proverbs Living and ask for more information! My shocking personal results are below in case you're like me and need proof. <3


Playing in playsuits

Friday, April 18, 2014


                                           



                         


It's Easter weekend so BRING ON THE PASTELS. This is my favorite time of year. Family and special church services and ribbons and flowers and soft colors and lace and bunnies and candy. It's just a combination of everything that makes me smile. I am absolutely obsessed with this playsuit from Nasty Gal. It looks so clean cut to me. And somehow flowy at the same time?! What a beautiful conundrum. PS- I'm in love with this tree, can you tell? Do you all have big plans for Easter? I want to know about them and live vicariously through you.

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Playsuit: Nasty Gal sold out! Very similar here
Heels: Nasty Gal
Clutch: Maurices
Necklace: Buckle

Scallops

Wednesday, April 16, 2014




Be the kind of brave you’ve only ever read about 
in books, then be braver than that.

Be boneless, but keep your spine.
Bend and bend and bend yourself
into a bridge that you haven’t burned yet,
then cross it.

-Caitlyn Siehl You are here
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Back to my pale pink and marshmallow white filled life!
What I'm wearing:
Shorts: Nasty Gal
Necklace: Buckle
Nude Bracelet: Buckle
Earrings: Buckle
Spike Bracelet: Forever21
Flats: Payless
Sunnies: Similar
 

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